After a fairly substantial period of retreat from the world and consequent neglect towards my education, I am writing this entry as a marker, to signify the beginning of a new relationship with myself, that will hopefully break down the senseless walls that have fortified my creative abilities, and instead, give me the strength to cultivate this underlying tension into actual matter. Focus, action and intention. A reminder to the self.
In an ideal world I would have hoped to bring an installation proposal of mine to life. However after consideration, I have concluded that it would be unwise to try, given how late I’ve left it, as it may very well lead to a series of thought patterns that could overwhelm me. It seems like a silly notion as I type it out, yet on this path of rediscovery I have thrust myself on I am growing aware, more so than ever, of the reasons as to why I crumble at the feet of expectation, and am determined to overcome my self-made predispositions and reach for my potential.